HEY CHRISTINE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , YKNOW ?
due to wilson i think am addicted to playing cheat/bluff thus i have been lying everyday like plenty times and i think Ramdhan and Jerome is 2 biggest liars i think am getting worst x:
tomorrow is ss exam i don't even feel scared i got no sense of urgency at all ): after ss , still got chinese oral ); just signed my ca1 its like doubly worst than ppr1 am damn disappointed but i think i deserved it cause i didn't work hard and i know anyway am gonna get fine if i don't get my ic done x: very lazy to go and do ):
im divided into two
please tell me what should i do
a part of me say no , no no no
and another else to you
so divided in two
please tell me what should i do
cause youre driving me crazy
im so in love with you
ignore my nonsense
sometimes i wonder which do i fit into the most comfortable don't always have time for me the most fun don't really need me and i don't like the anyhow
i don't like my life now i need to change for the better i want to be quiet and introvert go home everyday after school stop gossiping stop having the suckiest attitude
i realise i only do things when i feel like it when i don't like this particular thing i can be a real bitch humans are weird , selfish , irritating and childish
some changes so fast too fast i couldn't catch up so i decide to let go if she want to she will come back am willing to be her spare tire cause i enjoy bring with her am sad to know that you find me only when you got no one but am happy you still remember me am sad cause am not the first few you thought of am happy of course when you're happy and when you open up to me cause i know you trust me
through so so much i know i can't force things to go my way nobody can avoid suffering nobody is the luckiest and happiest its just how you look at things
cheer up amanda be satisfied and gain back your confident be yourself and FUCK CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE
due to wilson i think am addicted to playing cheat/bluff thus i have been lying everyday like plenty times and i think Ramdhan and Jerome is 2 biggest liars i think am getting worst x:
tomorrow is ss exam i don't even feel scared i got no sense of urgency at all ): after ss , still got chinese oral ); just signed my ca1 its like doubly worst than ppr1 am damn disappointed but i think i deserved it cause i didn't work hard and i know anyway am gonna get fine if i don't get my ic done x: very lazy to go and do ):
im divided into two
please tell me what should i do
a part of me say no , no no no
and another else to you
so divided in two
please tell me what should i do
cause youre driving me crazy
im so in love with you
ignore my nonsense
sometimes i wonder which do i fit into the most comfortable don't always have time for me the most fun don't really need me and i don't like the anyhow
i don't like my life now i need to change for the better i want to be quiet and introvert go home everyday after school stop gossiping stop having the suckiest attitude
i realise i only do things when i feel like it when i don't like this particular thing i can be a real bitch humans are weird , selfish , irritating and childish
some changes so fast too fast i couldn't catch up so i decide to let go if she want to she will come back am willing to be her spare tire cause i enjoy bring with her am sad to know that you find me only when you got no one but am happy you still remember me am sad cause am not the first few you thought of am happy of course when you're happy and when you open up to me cause i know you trust me
through so so much i know i can't force things to go my way nobody can avoid suffering nobody is the luckiest and happiest its just how you look at things
cheer up amanda be satisfied and gain back your confident be yourself and FUCK CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE
Oh, i lurbe you too! HAHAHHHHA but ai tai tong leh! ): saded HAHAHAHA
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