Is it because home doesn't feel like home anymore that cause my sleepless night ?
My bed doesn't seem to feel the same , my blanket doesn't smell the same , my pillow doesn't let my head sink into it , I don't fall asleep in 5sec anymore .

History is repeating , feeling all hopeless cause i can do nothing about it . Everytime i think about this , i think my whole life is gonna be screwed . It's like a mega scar on my forehead .